study in UK

Have to go soon. My mood is very bad, I don’t know why I have this feeling, I just think I now is really don’t want to go out! But now the social environment is very competitive. If I don’t go tostudy study in UK. Then I would be futile, I think that is not the way this thing, so when people said to me that I was hurt but I promised! Now the things I can think it through, after all the things I think on their own or very good, if I go out, perhaps after what the situation, it is first go!